Effort is

• Sitting back and analyzing what went wrong when something happens
• Not letting go when it gets really hard
• Being strong for me when i can’t
• Trying your best, until you can’t anymore
• Doing it for us, for me, then for you

I can’t let this go. Despite all the hurt, lies and tears. I can’t let go the best person that’s walked into my life. We met for a reason. We had our good times. I can’t let go all the times we talked about the most random things on skype, the times i woke up next to you, the times when we sat there just smoking and talking. Remember when you piggybacked me in Genting? I loved that moment. I was just so fucking happy. I remember how it feels like to be happy with you.

I can’t let that go. I can’t let go of you. Cos if i do, i’ll be letting go of my happiness and the only thing i’ve ever wanted in my life - true love.